Episode 14: Allera Dawn - Want Money & Abundance? Tap Your Intuition

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Hello, beautiful humans.
Welcome to another episode of

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Role Models juicy conversations
with beautiful humans.

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I'm Jennifer Norman founder of
the human Beauty movement and

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your host, today's guest is an
intriguing one, eat Al arid on,

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alera, is known as the
modern-day High Priestess.

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She's a spiritual Wellness
expert, a Sighs dimensional

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energy, healer and a business
coach, she specializes in

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helping High Achievers.
Now, we're talking c-suite.

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Millionaires, she helps them
heal from past.

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Trauma awaken their soul,
potential rewrite, their scripts

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and amplify wealth.
Alera brings an unconventional

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perspective, she discovered and
mastered her intuitive gifts all

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the while working for nearly 20
years.

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In Investment Banking.
Welcome Valera.

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Thank you so much for having me.
Jul.

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It to have you now I find it.
So fascinating to hear stories

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about how people find themselves
at a Crossroads.

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Particularly at a crossroad
where there's norm and culture

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of a career path that perhaps
conflicts with who the person is

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are how the person lives outside
that career and you are one of

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those extraordinary humans who
had a career in global

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Investment Banking.
You worked for JPMorgan, UBS

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Morgan Stanley HSBC and Merrill
Lynch.

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Now these are some Serious
organizations.

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Yep.
And a very male dominant.

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No BS industry, right?
At the same time you were a

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coming out as an intuitive
healer.

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I would love for you to share
your story about how this all

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began.
Yeah, so I guess if we go right

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the way back my waking if we
want to call it that wasn't

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necessarily whilst in finance.
So I had to near-death

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experiences as this kind of the
path with those that have these

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kind of lineages and gifts.
So I woke up thinking it was

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quite normal to be able to tune
into Things.

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Or I think, one of my earliest
memories was actually seeing

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people walking through walls as
a tiled.

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So obviously lots of people
close their gifts down because

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of that and a lot of people now
are remembering those things.

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So, I had lots of experiences,
we're growing up, I kind of shut

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those things out.
A lot of the time and really

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tried to keep myself in the
spiritual closet and the things

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that I did observe internalized,
a lot of it.

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So I got to about 18, I'd been
in a kind of stressful,

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emotional.
Really, abusive upbringing and

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that meant I made a decision at
that point to leave home at 18.

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I cut contact with my family and
decided to make a big choice of

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actually.
I'm going to find my way in the

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world.
That was what led me into

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Finance.
So it became this opportunity

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that I suddenly was propelled
into this environment but I

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didn't have a lineage that was
in banking or finance.

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And if anything I saw the
positivity of the opportunities

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yet I was constantly And part of
me back to a degree because

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there wasn't that unique
expression at that time, this

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would be 98 99 in that
environment.

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And then it got fast forward to
when I was about 28 29.

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And I had this huge kind of
Turning Point and it was found

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the 2008 crash, I changed jobs.
So I went from UBS to Morgan

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Stanley, so job uncertainty just
as we ended up getting the 2008

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crash, then my grandmother died.
And after that, I suddenly

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getting all these Signs and
these intuitive downloads, and

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these kind of, like, warning,
things really trying to get me

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to come back to my center.
And at the time I was engaged, I

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was about to get married.
I'd been in a 7 half year

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relationship, we have this life
that, you know, the great

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holidays.
We put both in finance.

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So we both have this kind of
magazine luxury, type

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experience, that people would
have aspired to, but I knew that

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I was deeply, not in alignment,
there was something missing and

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I was actually quite lonely in
that relationship.

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And I have this big kind of
wake-up call.

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And I decided to cancel my
wedding.

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I left the relationship and
within three weeks had left my

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home that I owned and moved out
and started my life again.

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And it was really at that point,
that when I was been rebuilding

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my life, all of my spiritual
stuff, started switching on

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whilst I was still in the bank.
So I was then really going

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through my own healing Journey,
which took me through going for

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therapy myself and I was
noticing at that time that I was

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beginning to become.
More sensitive to environments

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and where I was and it was
obviously a lot of stress in

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those kind of a lot of, you
know, people thinking they're

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going to lose their jobs, there
was a market crash.

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So I had that on top of all the
other stuff I was going through

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but it really kind of carved out
for me.

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After that first year that, I
don't want someone else to go

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through the same experiences I
had.

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And it really allowed me to dig
into the roots of the

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relationship and all of those
kind of things.

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And it put me on a healing
journey to start retraining as

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a, at the time.
Gestalt Are pests and then

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later, clinical hypnotherapist.
And at the time I thought I'll

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just, you know, I'll meet
someone, I have children or set

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up a little side hustle, that'll
be it.

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And then my soul just kicked in
and everything changed from

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about 2014 and it was like this
kind of fast track where I'd

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qualified and had this kind of
period of, you know, change jobs

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again.
And then suddenly all of the

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other stuff came in.
And I felt that there was no way

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that I could be in this up and
listen.

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Garment not authentic to myself.
I was like I cannot and I'd stop

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drinking by that point.
I change huge groups of friends.

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It's all about coming into
alignment and I didn't really

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know that and it obviously was
over kind of a period of time.

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But I realized that whenever I
was doing something that was out

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of alignment, I was actually
getting a physical response to

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my body and it would actually
feel like my heart was being

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compressed.
But energetically, my body felt

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looked and I was beginning to
become much more sensory aware

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of, you know, am I being true to
myself?

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Minot and at that point, I had
actually had long, very dark

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hair.
And I had this kind of, like

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just felt like I wanted to
change though.

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The people at work had, kind of
seen me.

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Join in may be met with long.
Very dark hair, but it went to

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like almost platinum, blond
wavy, massive changes.

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I was like, you know what?
I'm going to come in and feel

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and be exactly how I need to be.
So I had my crystals on the

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desk, I was very out about going
off and doing my meditations or

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clearing my energy.
I've made sprays and stuff for

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being On the desk, by my dolls
on the trading floor and the

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irony was at the time, my team
was quite diverse anyway.

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So everyone was quite eccentric.
I would say there was an

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acceptance of it but what I
realized is after a while people

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started being that all, if you
got any of that spray, I just

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had a really funny phone call
and they'd be there scooting

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away like trying to feel a bit
better and gradually.

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It became a point where I knew I
was getting these nudges that I

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needed to set the business up
and what started happening was

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people started coming Help.
So whether it is in the street

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like accidents happening or
people coming into my life with

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something, I was getting the
download of what was going on

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and it was like I was if you
don't say yes to stepping into

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your soul path, we're going to
bring it to you.

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So it was like this constant
knocking on the door and I had

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to get approval to set my
business up.

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So I had to explain to my boss
and she approved thankfully and

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it kind of really went from
there.

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So I knew that if I was not able
to be authentically myself in

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that role in that environment,
my team's or my soul would move

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me, it was almost like I was
really feeling very divinely

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guided with what I was doing and
there was not like this massive

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business plan it was like I just
knew there was a need to get the

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work and the medicine I'd
created through my own

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transformation out there,
somehow know it kind of really

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evolved from that.
And yeah, it was an interesting

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environment doing that in that
very male-dominated.

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It's and I would say that now
obviously I've evolved far more

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than, you know, I did then and I
think it was a test really, for

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myself of, how can I be true to
myself?

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You know, where am I silencing
myself?

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Where am I not using my voice,
but it also showed me, perhaps

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where people's judgments were
because the more, I cleared up

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my own stuff, the more I could
see what was being projected

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against me.
Mmm, tell me what that

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conversation was like with your
boss.

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Because I think that a lot of
people might be able to relate

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to the fact that That there's
something holding them back,

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whether it be in career or
whether it's in a relationship,

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no matter what it is.
It's like there has to be this

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coming to realization.
As you had a, I'm not being true

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to myself and I feel that I'm
really not happy or I'm not as

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liberated as I need to be in
what I'm doing because of XYZ.

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There's some sort of inhibition
or a blockage and then you

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discovered that if you could go
to your boss and say this is how

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I'd like to operate or This is
what I would love to be able to

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build within my work, tell me
what that conversation was like

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and then what it was like after
that.

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So I had a female boss at the
time and I'm quite lucky in that

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the turbos got on very well and
I came in and I'm one of these

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people that kind of, I was
brought in with fresh eyes.

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So, I was kind of highlighting
things that pertained and people

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get a bit like all she's coming
in and stirring the pot, which

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my boss fight.
But team at the time were a bit

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like whoa, this is she shaking
things up so I actually Had that

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kind of Alliance already.
We used to, you know, want to

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one's times go deeper to kind of
grab it holds.

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She was beginning to notice
things herself.

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So I was quite glad that I had
that relationship and connection

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with her.
So she already knew that I'd

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qualified as a clinical
hypnotherapist before and I just

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got this massive urge that I had
to on the Monday, go in book The

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one-to-one and say, look, you
know, I'm going to set this up.

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I don't know how this is going
to go from my perspective, it's

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going to have no impact on my
time.

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Energy.
The work perspective, it's not

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going to overlap, it's not and
at the time I wasn't really

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seeing where it was gonna go.
It was more about, I had this

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real nudge that it had to be
done.

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Little did I know who she was
actually moving jobs.

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So if she had not approved it I
would have had a completely new

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manager a week later who had no
relationship with me.

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Probably have said no, and it
was Landing in timing.

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Again, it was like this bang,
bang, bang.

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You've got to go.
So I just had to be vulnerable

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with.
It there was something within me

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that knew that if it was a no
then I would have to find a way.

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And that would have rolled out
in whatever way that would have

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needed to.
Because the level of kind of

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work in the stuff that I'd been
doing, it wasn't to be just sat

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doing Excel spreadsheets and sat
behind a desk.

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There was something a bigger
purpose, so it felt very Divine

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timed and then suddenly we all
got moved it was all into

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different areas of the bank so
it was always very much.

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Like I felt like there were
sliding doors experiences

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throughout all of Like, there's
always been these kind of things

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that have happened that, you
know, you just have to trust and

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say, yes.
And I think that's the thing.

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It's like, that's what life is,
so many of these points where

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there are million doors open to
us, there are million timelines

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open to us at any one time but
often when we're so distracted

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in the, what if or the fear or
the distraction or projecting,

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what?
We think someone's response is

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going to be, we can't see that
they're all open here and we're

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just focusing on something that
hasn't even happened.

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UND and it kept on bring me back
to this like trust and knowing

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that you didn't go through all
of these experiences and

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download all of this stuff but
nothing you know you wouldn't

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then be put in front of a door
that slammed in your face and I

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kept on having to reassure
myself because you know, I'd

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come from an experience where
there was a lot of

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disappointment growing up and
there was a set point of good

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things happening and then being
kind of stamped on.

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So I had my own patterning but I
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overcome To start expecting the
best to start to know that it's

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this and better and that you can
start having abundance and

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overflow and that was not my set
point and this is the irony I

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worked in a bank where
obviously, we're not talking

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small numbers.
We're talking like huge numbers

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and you become quite numb to
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energetically.
My set point was not that, you

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know, there was a lot of like,
scarcity and game playing and

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manipulation in my household.
So, you know, you're almost

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scared to show your success and
that you were shining because

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somebody would have kind of
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So, you know, I've had to work
on my own knowing what is INS

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stuff that I need to clean up
and not allow that to for me to

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be my own block, whether it was
projecting that to other people

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because they feel it.
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back.
So it was like a real thing

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about becoming very clear in my
own energy and I realized the

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power of actually being able to
reset before having these

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conversations Stations we set
before going into the client

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meeting, I was a relationship
managers be in different rooms

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and meetings and all the rest of
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And how knowing that if I came
in, with the clear grounded,

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energy, people responded
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my power is this kind of like my
inner ability to take that time

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to reset and then things
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And I started really playing
with this a lot bear in mind.

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There was so much fear.
There was so much you know,

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people are.
It's not Fireman tits, you know,

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risk past decisions.
So you're working with people

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that are in that energy so to
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I as somebody that's highly
empathetic and could easily get

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pulled into everything, it was a
really a skill about me, I

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guess.
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Being in the Lion's Den and
holding my kind of centeredness

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amazing, amazing.
And I can't tell you how many

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meetings over the course of my
career, where I've been sitting

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there and then a leader would
come in, and you could feel the

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residue of the Negative energy
that had just happened, whether

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it be a phone call or a previous
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everything that was going on
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And so that energy clearing I
don't know if you do say G or it

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cleansers but it's like yeah
being able to take that breath

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and just remove that from the
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Everybody does feel so much
better in lighter and able to

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really concentrate on the issues
at hand rather than anything

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that has been brought into the
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I think the convinced that she
listened more, because a lot of

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people contract, the minute, you
feel something funky, your bit

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like how I just keep myself
quiet at this moment, you'll

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actually like a really important
place for you to be heard and

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you don't because we're just
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Right.
And so were you able to do your

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work on payroll or was this
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side and it had like a side job
that you were also collecting

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income from advising and
counseling or was this?

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Integrated into your day job.
No, so it's completely separate.

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So I set up a side hustle.
My garden steam, basically, it

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was all like, limited company.
Immediately absorbed to be

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registered.
I was told that I had to have it

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launched by the 24th of August.
I was told it had to be set up.

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So there was some systems in
place that it was automated and

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that it was he ready to go
Global?

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That's my teams are told me.
So I'm like, just following on,

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you know, getting everything in
place and it did and I was fully

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booked by the end of the year.
I'd made back the money that I'd

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put into having everything done
within the first three months

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and it's suddenly expanded.
And at that time, I was using

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only Facebook like my business
page, and then I later started

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evolving it into like, add an
online program.

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I had been coaching groups and
then really expanded from there.

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So it's really evolved.
I use Instagram more to be

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honest with the stories and just
using it for like just a bit of

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branding just because you get
caught up in the algo stuff.

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But yeah, I was Able to get it
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business.
So and that was was parallel.

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Yeah, great.
So why did you need to ask

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permission for that?
You have to have regulatory

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approval.
If you bark in an organization

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like that, because they have to
know about your outside

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interests to follow the protocol
to get that approval because if

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I'd been doing that and it was
maybe out of alignment with the,

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I don't know the rules or the
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I think it's also to look at if
you're a Trader, which I wasn't,

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but if you had secondary trading
accounts because I could have

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been exposed to sensitive
information, I could have been

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doing other stuff, so it's just
one of the compliance things.

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So I had to but there was a
level of not getting too visible

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because obviously, it would have
been in conflict with what I was

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doing.
So there was actually still

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pieces for me to work through
about visibility and then it got

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to a point where it's like, you
just have to be fully expressed

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and get over this stuff and just
put yourself.

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Ba and you know, that comes in
layers anyway, and I think once

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I hired a marketing team, who
then helped me do systematic

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stuff in the background like,
clickfunnels and AD campaigns

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and that really just grew
everything.

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So it was over periods of time
and it's been a ride in Jing.

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Like the people in my group.
So, like you're the queen of

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pivoting because the minute, I
notice, something's not working.

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I'm kind of killing into it and
it's like, be ready to Pivot, I

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think.
Is a something that is if you're

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an intuitive business owner, at
this time, you have an advantage

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because you can really feel into
what's actually flowing and what

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isn't?
And if there was a level of

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force in anything that energy is
always going to create some

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level of crunchy kind of block
anyway.

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So I'm looking at things on a
more of an energetic perspective

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of my business it's file which
is interesting when you've got

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stuff like all the Algos doing
their thing and yeah everything.

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Changing as you probably know.
Yeah, yeah.

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That's a whole other
conversation of return or for

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sure.
So how long was it that you were

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doing both that you were
actually doing your your

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finances work?
Yeah.

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Until 2020.
So 3 is oh, wow.

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Yeah, and you were able to
manage and maintain both

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aspects.
I'm well I think it was.

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It was my job with quite unique
because I was multi-asset class

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meaning.
It's cross product.

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So every product that the
clients were traded so I was

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used to spinning plates or as
you some See, that's used to

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being able to hold broad
spectrums of information,

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really.
So for me to add something else

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on the system's, that's why it
was so important having that it

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could actually take care of
itself.

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And I had somebody that I would
literally just email my blog

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posts over to and he would set
everything up on my website and

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everything.
So I had to support, I had like

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a mini team if we want to call
that.

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So I didn't try and do all of it
on my own but yeah there was a

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level of juggling and it also
just meant that I had to make

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choices about what was most
important. 10.

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I also had to be really clear
with myself about my energy,

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like women, any of that program
of like self-sacrifice or I had

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to be really like, what am I
playing into it this time

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because you know there's only
one of you and there's only 24

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hours in this day so I want to
be using it in the most

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impactful way.
So I had to stay noted things

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and that also meant you know I
didn't drink so I was not kind

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of out going to parties or bars
or anything, you know.

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And that was the opposite from
my Twenties.

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So it was kind of like this
Evolution into working towards

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purpose and stepping away from
the distractions.

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And the things that I was doing
that were really hiding a gap,

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an ominous really?
Yeah.

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Yeah, absolutely.
And so you have some interesting

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stories about the Confluence of
your work in finance and then

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some of your intuition, can you
share some of those?

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Yes, it was always very
synchronistic.

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So we talked about like, you say
something, then, it kind of

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happens.
So we were in this Conference

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call and it was the whole of the
London team and then the main

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new manager.
So, this person that didn't

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really know me and my team had
already got quite used to the

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fact that well she's just going
to come out with something

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that's going to be something
magical going on.

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It became the running joke.
So my London team knew so I was

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sat there and he had his
presentation in front of him.

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That he trying to tell us about
this directive and they were

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like, maybe five or six points
and because I'm a channel, I was

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I basically channeled what the
fuck?

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Five Points were so this got.
So if you can imagine, you've

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got this presentation and the
person is on the other side of

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the world has never seen your
presentation and basically

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delays it back as ideas because
I was just getting them as I

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did.
So he was like as any of you got

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any thoughts or feedback?
And I said, yeah and I basically

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relate everything that was on
his page and he was like, wait a

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minute, how did you just do
this?

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It's like and he was really
like, perplex, like, how did you

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just do this?
You have literally just said of

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For my page.
These are you psychic and he was

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obviously joking and I said yes
I am and my whole team just

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burst out laughing.
It was this kind of like you

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know running joke and I don't
I'm trying to think I don't let

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him in person at that time.
So this was obviously quite a

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unique introduction to your
London group that you're trying

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to pump.
If you've got somebody that's

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basically can order your whole
presentation, he was a bit like

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does that mean you can read
minds?

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Well, he was a bit like,
wondering my birthday A good

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thing, a bad thing.
Or what did I know what I got on

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really well with him.
And actually, he, we spent two

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hours in a car, going to client
meetings one afternoon.

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And I was very open with some of
the stuff, you know, I'd picked

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up on things in the office and
energetic stuff and I shared it

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with him.
I think, you know, I got my job

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done.
Well, my clients liked me.

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I was performing to had value
there and if anything he was

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like you're not Beliebers are
you?

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So he was kind of like happy
that I was eccentric.

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Happy that the conversations
were A bit more interesting than

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he probably had with other
people which would have been,

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you know.
So it was accepting of me

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talking about stuff that in the
grand scheme of things.

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When I came back and told the
team, what I'd be talking to the

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big boss about.
They like really, you said that

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and I'm like yeah, of course
because I'm just going to be

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myself and when you come at it
with my energy, people receive

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it, you know, I said to him,
I'll stay in this role as long

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as I can be myself, and it
doesn't restrict me and he was

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just happy.
Happy that I was not leaving.

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So it's, you know, the
expectation that a lot of the

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time when we worry about what
the outcomes could be, we never

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tend to think about what could
be the best outcome.

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That's often harder to grab
because I wouldn't have been

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able to think of that and it
kind of kept on knocking at the

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door of.
It can go to your advantage, it

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can be a positive outcome.
You can be all of you and

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evolved because I was doing so
much in a work, you know, I was

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changing so many beliefs.
I was I think a lot and people

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would have felt that, you know,
I think that's kind of what all

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of us are being asked to do a
little bit at the moment, aren't

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we?
Yeah, I love the idea of

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thinking about best case
scenario, often times were just

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trained.
What is the worst case scenario?

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And let's hedge our bets against
failure or let's head your bets

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against risk rather than
thinking like what is the

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absolute best thing.
And all of these open doors, all

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of these opportunities that we
forget, that are around us

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because we cannot see them from
our vantage point.

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Don't have.
Yeah.

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Eating it's like lessons
constant.

449
00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:37,500
Lessons to make me peel some
level of Illusion from myself.

450
00:23:37,700 --> 00:23:41,200
I love the fact that that
particular individual and

451
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,500
seemingly your work environment
was so open to people's

452
00:23:44,500 --> 00:23:47,600
differences to you being
yourself and to allowing you to

453
00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:50,500
be as you say you are eccentric
you I think that it's

454
00:23:50,500 --> 00:23:54,300
interesting because now it seems
like the world itself is that

455
00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:57,500
this kind of Crossroad of like
business finding itself.

456
00:23:57,500 --> 00:24:00,200
The way that we used to work in
the way that we Consider what

457
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,700
professional was and structured
in the past is that it's been

458
00:24:03,700 --> 00:24:06,500
detrimental to mental health,
emotional health, and

459
00:24:06,500 --> 00:24:09,600
creativity.
It stifles people like this why

460
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:11,800
would have been the Pioneer
being the way.

461
00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:16,500
I was kind of also gave others
permission to be a bit more, you

462
00:24:16,500 --> 00:24:18,600
know, and I would always be
looking at the opposite

463
00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:22,400
perspectives and looking outside
the lines, that's kind of part

464
00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:26,500
of my gift.
And that also expanded people to

465
00:24:26,500 --> 00:24:28,800
allow themselves to give
themselves a bit of a slap, I

466
00:24:28,808 --> 00:24:30,700
think, Especially with the
women.

467
00:24:30,700 --> 00:24:33,600
A lot of them were very much in
their masculine energy.

468
00:24:33,600 --> 00:24:35,500
There was a lot of having to
prove themselves.

469
00:24:35,500 --> 00:24:39,600
Yeah, not looking after needs
not taking lunch breaks, my

470
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,300
nickname was boundaries at one
point because I was the one that

471
00:24:42,300 --> 00:24:46,500
set the boundaries I would say
no not in an aggressive way but

472
00:24:46,500 --> 00:24:50,300
in a way that is authentic and
alignment and I would be given

473
00:24:50,300 --> 00:24:54,100
reasons but that was out of the
Realms of that environment.

474
00:24:54,100 --> 00:24:56,300
And I was also stepping into
doing a lot of the divine

475
00:24:56,300 --> 00:24:58,500
feminine work doing my inner
healing.

476
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:03,200
So Funny bringing that into that
space was very different energy

477
00:25:03,700 --> 00:25:06,100
and it also then kind of
triggered other people to

478
00:25:06,100 --> 00:25:07,800
question, how they were
operating.

479
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:11,100
Because if I could do it, and
the place didn't blow up by me

480
00:25:11,100 --> 00:25:15,100
saying, no, then that gives
someone else permission as well.

481
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,500
The one that took the first
steps in certain things and I

482
00:25:18,500 --> 00:25:21,400
think that's powerful that
people don't hold themselves

483
00:25:21,400 --> 00:25:24,100
back from it because they
project the worst case scenario.

484
00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:28,000
And I've recently collaborated
with the global equality

485
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:32,100
Collective which is The first
Global diversity and inclusion

486
00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:35,000
app for business, education and
home.

487
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:38,100
And they're looking at this
stuff, you know, looking at our

488
00:25:38,100 --> 00:25:41,700
work environments, looking at
Total Wellness, is what I call

489
00:25:41,700 --> 00:25:43,300
it.
So it's where those spiritual

490
00:25:43,300 --> 00:25:46,900
mental, emotional and physical
wellness, rather than just

491
00:25:46,900 --> 00:25:49,400
chopping it up.
So, I feel that there's a real

492
00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:53,300
appetite of how do we support
our employees that have just

493
00:25:53,300 --> 00:25:56,600
had, you know, the past three
years of trauma are our

494
00:25:56,600 --> 00:26:01,300
management teams able to
actually Lead with empathy and

495
00:26:01,500 --> 00:26:05,500
there's big gaps there and the
big gaps can't you know, we can

496
00:26:05,500 --> 00:26:08,500
overcome them through doing
inner work and that's

497
00:26:08,500 --> 00:26:11,200
essentially what I'm kind of
being asked to do is to go in

498
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,500
there and you know do some
existential work, this isn't

499
00:26:14,500 --> 00:26:17,000
like take a box.
It's like, no, we need to

500
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:19,300
understand what is yours and
what's theirs and we find that

501
00:26:19,300 --> 00:26:22,700
by doing the inner stuff.
So the bring that into those

502
00:26:22,700 --> 00:26:24,700
environments, people are ready
for it.

503
00:26:24,700 --> 00:26:28,000
I feel and I think it's one of
those things like even with

504
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:29,300
what's happened in the world
recently.

505
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:32,000
Only the global investment banks
have been the first that have

506
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:35,600
said that they will cover travel
for people that need to go out

507
00:26:35,600 --> 00:26:38,900
of their state, to get a portion
or support Etc.

508
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:42,100
What I've noticed is, those
people will make those decisions

509
00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,800
very quickly and then all the
other organizations, all the

510
00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:46,600
other Banks, everybody follows
sweet.

511
00:26:47,100 --> 00:26:50,400
So it's kind of like the trickle
effect or the ripple effect and

512
00:26:50,408 --> 00:26:53,200
we just have to trust that that
is in motion.

513
00:26:53,300 --> 00:26:56,300
And, you know, if one
organization has a big change in

514
00:26:56,300 --> 00:26:59,300
inspires people don't work
there, it's not about it.

515
00:26:59,500 --> 00:27:02,900
Being perfect in the next five
minutes but it is emotion.

516
00:27:03,100 --> 00:27:05,900
And it's hard to see that when
there is so much chaos in the

517
00:27:05,908 --> 00:27:09,500
world at this time, but I'm
deeply kind of connected into

518
00:27:09,500 --> 00:27:12,700
some of these different systems
including the birthing a child

519
00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:14,400
through like butter, Keepers and
doulas.

520
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:18,600
That is another big conversation
that's going to be coming up but

521
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:21,500
we need to have it but we need
to do it in a way that we create

522
00:27:21,500 --> 00:27:24,400
solutions that are going to help
everybody as well.

523
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:29,100
So yeah, there's definitely
change and interest and I do

524
00:27:29,100 --> 00:27:32,000
think People care what I think
when I've had conversations with

525
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,300
people, I think some of the
biggest limitations is that they

526
00:27:34,300 --> 00:27:37,400
think others don't care.
I don't think that's 100% truth.

527
00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:39,900
I think there are minorities
that don't see the bigger

528
00:27:39,900 --> 00:27:43,400
picture and don't understand but
then we can educate and change

529
00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:46,600
things that way and you know
you've just got to trust that

530
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:49,100
I'm there in those positions and
I'm getting involved in these

531
00:27:49,100 --> 00:27:51,100
conversations to make a
difference.

532
00:27:51,300 --> 00:27:53,300
Yeah and I'm not the only one
doing it.

533
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:58,100
And part of that is in truth,
people project that people don't

534
00:27:58,100 --> 00:28:01,800
care because they themselves.
Cells can't see past their own

535
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,100
pain.
And there are looking at the

536
00:28:04,100 --> 00:28:06,300
world through the filter of
their own wounds.

537
00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:09,800
And so from that perspective,
it's kind of like what is that

538
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,700
inward work?
What is that, that we can help

539
00:28:12,700 --> 00:28:14,800
people, to shine a light and
say, okay.

540
00:28:15,100 --> 00:28:18,400
This was my perspective, and
this is how I can move forward

541
00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:22,200
by flipping the script on what
my past limiting beliefs were

542
00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:24,700
about myself.
And like all of these wonderful

543
00:28:24,700 --> 00:28:26,900
opportunities that are before
me, that, I just couldn't see

544
00:28:26,900 --> 00:28:30,900
before because I was very much
closed in, And so I think that

545
00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:34,200
it's interesting, as you were
saying like there is this new

546
00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:36,000
Awakening.
I think that over the past

547
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,100
several years it's definitely
accelerated.

548
00:28:38,100 --> 00:28:40,600
A lot of people talk about the
fact that we are starting to

549
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:44,200
step out of the masculine and
into the divine feminine phase

550
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,200
of our timeline.
And what that means, it

551
00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,500
certainly means more empathy and
more creativity.

552
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,900
It could also mean more chaos
because the feminine energy does

553
00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:57,300
equate to chaos.
That is what my creativity is

554
00:28:57,300 --> 00:28:59,300
about.
So what is your perspective?

555
00:28:59,500 --> 00:29:03,200
Devon what kinds of things that
people might be feeling as we're

556
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:05,400
ascending into this new part of
time.

557
00:29:05,500 --> 00:29:08,200
So there's two pieces.
One, you're going to have so

558
00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:10,200
many different people at
different dimensional levels of

559
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:13,600
consciousness.
So I think there's even more

560
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:16,900
this accentuation of not being
understood or heard or whatever

561
00:29:16,900 --> 00:29:18,900
else or where's my clan, where's
my tribe?

562
00:29:18,900 --> 00:29:22,500
Because almost we find a tribe
and we do deeper work than the

563
00:29:22,500 --> 00:29:24,800
others and we evolved in our
path and our timelines.

564
00:29:25,100 --> 00:29:27,800
So there's this element of we're
having multiple lies within a

565
00:29:27,808 --> 00:29:30,800
life.
And the relationships that we

566
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:34,300
had, could have been a whole
timeline that would have had

567
00:29:34,300 --> 00:29:35,900
children and marriage and
everything.

568
00:29:35,900 --> 00:29:38,400
Now, it's been compressed into
fonts because you were both so

569
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,200
quick together.
Mmm, so it's like, when we start

570
00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:43,900
to realize that we, there's
going to be some people that are

571
00:29:43,900 --> 00:29:47,100
choosing the karmic route, where
they are working for contracts

572
00:29:47,100 --> 00:29:49,800
and obligation and trying to
learn through Loops.

573
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:51,200
You're going to have lots of
that.

574
00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:54,900
They are likely to be looking at
the outer reality and believing

575
00:29:54,900 --> 00:29:58,500
it rather than that.
They have power to shift things

576
00:29:58,500 --> 00:30:02,000
and that Are energetically
contributing to the outer

577
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:05,400
reality when you're going to
have others who are people that

578
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:08,000
I've come across, that have not
had the deeper trauma as they've

579
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:11,600
not had those experiences that
have also meant that they're

580
00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:14,100
here to break ancestral lineage
stuff.

581
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:16,100
They're the ones that often
they're healers or the wise

582
00:30:16,100 --> 00:30:19,100
people, whatever else.
So there's that demographic.

583
00:30:19,100 --> 00:30:21,400
But I'm also seeing that there
are some people that have

584
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:23,800
contracted not to come in with
that level.

585
00:30:24,300 --> 00:30:28,400
However, the awareness of
quantum physics and the physics

586
00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:31,500
of consciousness, Business that
is going to drop for them and

587
00:30:31,500 --> 00:30:33,700
that's going to be the people.
Their blueprint is they're the

588
00:30:33,700 --> 00:30:36,600
ones that are in my different
areas of society that will be

589
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:38,600
making the changes from the
inside out.

590
00:30:38,700 --> 00:30:42,200
So we've kind of got so many
people that having completely

591
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:45,300
different reality experiences at
different Consciousness levels

592
00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:49,500
that in itself is.
Yeah, I've really I've noticed

593
00:30:49,500 --> 00:30:54,000
it even more myself and I think
that that means you have to have

594
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:57,800
this come back to myself, come
back to myself, recognize that

595
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,700
your go to bed tonight.
And tomorrow, it's all reset and

596
00:31:00,700 --> 00:31:02,700
feels different.
And I think sometimes if we can

597
00:31:02,700 --> 00:31:06,100
remind ourselves, that this
moment is there is change

598
00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:09,000
happening.
Don't get caught up on this

599
00:31:09,100 --> 00:31:12,800
outer reality and struggle.
And if anything, your power is

600
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:15,900
not to push and force, and try
and fix and finish something.

601
00:31:15,900 --> 00:31:19,400
Now, it's actually to step away
from it.

602
00:31:19,700 --> 00:31:24,100
Drop your focus and attention.
So it's almost like most people

603
00:31:24,100 --> 00:31:27,400
might be, well, that's that's
irresponsible but when I take my

604
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:31,100
focus energy off it and Go for a
walk and change State.

605
00:31:31,100 --> 00:31:34,000
Yeah.
This energy changes its

606
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:37,400
formation its power.
And often I get the download the

607
00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:41,300
solution and things flow again.
So it's like when we start to

608
00:31:41,300 --> 00:31:45,400
realize that we are we have a,
we have an opportunity to maybe

609
00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:48,600
work the way we interact.
The way we can throw in our

610
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,900
environments.
I feel like there's people that

611
00:31:51,900 --> 00:31:56,100
are anchoring back way of being
in our new workplaces at home

612
00:31:56,500 --> 00:31:58,700
and that is going to invite
others to see.

613
00:31:58,900 --> 00:32:01,700
But they can step out of
struggle, but it's a dance, and

614
00:32:01,700 --> 00:32:04,800
it's kind of or so.
Yeah, you're going against the

615
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:08,100
mental constructs of everything
you've known because to say

616
00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:10,700
there's a big to-do list in a
problem and then take a step

617
00:32:10,700 --> 00:32:13,200
away from it.
You know, brings up so much

618
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:14,800
monkey mind.
I mean obviously if we're doing

619
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:17,900
it consciously because we're not
just avoiding, but there's an

620
00:32:17,900 --> 00:32:20,800
element of if we look at it.
From a perspective of this is

621
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:24,100
nothing's Richard.
Nothing's this equals this

622
00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:26,300
equals this.
It's like all of its play.

623
00:32:26,400 --> 00:32:28,000
It's kind of, like, Quantum
play.

624
00:32:28,300 --> 00:32:31,600
So So this is part of the new
education, the new game.

625
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,000
And yeah, I think some people
going to really struggle with

626
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:37,200
that, but that's, that's all
part of it, isn't it ready?

627
00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:39,800
Yeah.
Yeah, I recall leg when I went

628
00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:44,400
through my period of Awakening
into more spirituality, it did

629
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:47,000
seem like everything was not as
it seemed.

630
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:50,200
Everything was upside down
inside out, turned on its head

631
00:32:50,500 --> 00:32:53,000
and I find it.
So ironic that what we coin as

632
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:56,300
counterintuitive like, well, you
know, working on a problem and

633
00:32:56,308 --> 00:32:58,300
focusing on the problem by
stepping away, as you were

634
00:32:58,300 --> 00:33:02,100
saying, Is actually be solution,
you know, it's counterintuitive

635
00:33:02,100 --> 00:33:05,700
via that is what intuition is
and because there are that works

636
00:33:05,700 --> 00:33:08,900
when you just let the energy
continue to allow, that's where

637
00:33:08,900 --> 00:33:12,000
it happens and I think that that
is one of the secrets to

638
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:16,300
actually helping to embrace and
expand your own intuition, isn't

639
00:33:16,300 --> 00:33:17,800
it?
Yeah, definitely.

640
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:21,800
And I think who's so allowing
yourself to feel good?

641
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,200
So actually, if we strip
everything back and say, well,

642
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:28,000
your job is actually to feel
good the in your body that needs

643
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:29,600
to be energy.
A emotion.

644
00:33:29,900 --> 00:33:32,600
Your job is to, you know, look
after this vessel that you

645
00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:35,600
chose, you are a vessel for
divine source and soul.

646
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:38,900
Meaning that the more that you
are tuned into that.

647
00:33:38,900 --> 00:33:41,700
And actually keeping alignment
with that, everything else

648
00:33:41,700 --> 00:33:44,000
actually does flow.
But we've been taught the

649
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,200
opposite, you know, we jump out
of bed with straight into a

650
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,200
to-do list.
Women are running lots of

651
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:52,600
programs of self-sacrifice.
We're disassociated and we're

652
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:54,700
running towards some kind of
to-do list.

653
00:33:55,300 --> 00:33:58,700
There is a re-education almost
that needs to have them.

654
00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:01,300
It comes from substrates such as
well.

655
00:34:01,900 --> 00:34:05,400
And that's the key thing.
Because often the to-do list

656
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:07,600
will never go, even if I drop
dead.

657
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:10,699
This one moment, I'm still going
to have a ton of mess and to do

658
00:34:10,699 --> 00:34:12,600
lists.
So there's no point trying to

659
00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:16,199
finish this stuff and it's
almost like we create separation

660
00:34:16,199 --> 00:34:19,100
between everything we want.
You know, the happiness comes

661
00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:21,100
once.
I've done all this to do list or

662
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:24,699
happiness comes when I've lost
the weight and it's like no, you

663
00:34:24,699 --> 00:34:27,900
need to focus on how you feel at
this moment and the rest of it,

664
00:34:27,900 --> 00:34:30,100
let the chips fall.
All exactly.

665
00:34:30,100 --> 00:34:33,600
It's essentially getting
yourself into that feeling and

666
00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:38,500
into that envisioning of that
happiness, that joy that feeling

667
00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:41,500
that you've already achieved it.
And that it is there that it's

668
00:34:41,500 --> 00:34:44,100
in your Vortex.
And you've already got it rather

669
00:34:44,100 --> 00:34:47,000
than feeling to your point.
Like, there's a goal to be had,

670
00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:49,000
there's a stepping stone.
Like, there's only these steps

671
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:52,100
and then only after that will, I
get the golden ring or the

672
00:34:52,100 --> 00:34:55,600
prize, or the this and then that
it's not separation

673
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:57,900
Consciousness.
And, you know, it's realizing

674
00:34:57,900 --> 00:35:01,500
that your crate It as well.
So like you know what are the

675
00:35:01,500 --> 00:35:05,200
things that can really tap into
Joy or abundance?

676
00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:07,600
I mean, literally nature is
probably the clearest thing to

677
00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:11,200
connect with but really immerses
you back into abundance.

678
00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:13,400
Mean, how many Blades of grass?
How many roses are there?

679
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:17,600
How many it's like, literally
start to really appreciate that

680
00:35:17,600 --> 00:35:20,800
and spend a bit of time, you
know, that is a communication

681
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,100
with the elements and that
starts to affect the

682
00:35:23,107 --> 00:35:27,100
energetically.
So the more that we start to

683
00:35:27,300 --> 00:35:30,200
recognize the small Things
because it is the small things

684
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:33,200
like for me after being in the
office and a commute and all

685
00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:36,400
those kind of experiences just
about to sit in my garden if the

686
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:40,600
cap of coffee bird singing.
And I think to myself my boards,

687
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:43,600
like what I would have done a
few years ago for those small

688
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,400
moments that aren't costing any
money.

689
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,100
I'm not going anywhere, not
buying anything.

690
00:35:48,100 --> 00:35:51,200
I'm not doing anything.
I'm just experiencing just this

691
00:35:51,300 --> 00:35:55,300
spaciousness to just have that
time for be not even a long

692
00:35:55,300 --> 00:35:56,800
time.
And I just think that actually

693
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:58,700
that is what people need a bit
of freedom.

694
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:01,200
Have even if they are you know
they're going to be working from

695
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,200
home or they're going to be in
the office to allow people to

696
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:07,600
have that little space.
So why is their frequency?

697
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:09,600
How they feel?
They feel like they're nurturing

698
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:12,800
themselves.
That shift so much in

699
00:36:13,300 --> 00:36:16,100
Consciousness, how they feel and
work environments and everything

700
00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:18,500
else.
And I kind of feel like we need

701
00:36:18,500 --> 00:36:20,800
to accept that.
We do need to have breaks from

702
00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:23,500
things we do.
And that's how we get into that

703
00:36:23,500 --> 00:36:27,700
state and that's how we start to
create from a more co-creative

704
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:30,800
intention.
I based way because we're

705
00:36:30,800 --> 00:36:33,300
putting ourselves first and our
needs fast and feeling good

706
00:36:33,300 --> 00:36:34,900
fast.
Yeah.

707
00:36:34,900 --> 00:36:37,900
Yeah, I love that one.
Other thing that I've been so

708
00:36:37,900 --> 00:36:42,000
fascinated by which is also
quite ironic yet and surprising

709
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:45,100
but it seems like for those who
are in the tech industry and

710
00:36:45,100 --> 00:36:48,900
thinking about where technology
and Innovation is leading Us in

711
00:36:48,900 --> 00:36:53,200
this 3D space up to various
levels of quantum Fielding.

712
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,900
It's almost like first this idea
of creativity and play the with

713
00:36:56,900 --> 00:37:01,700
technology and then Kind of be
super humans where our reality

714
00:37:01,700 --> 00:37:05,100
is less in the physical form.
Then it goes to the internet and

715
00:37:05,100 --> 00:37:07,400
then it goes into the conscious
Collective and it goes to

716
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:10,900
Virtual Reality then it goes to
the metaverse and then all of

717
00:37:10,900 --> 00:37:14,500
these things like what is your
take on, how the way that we are

718
00:37:14,500 --> 00:37:18,200
innovating is almost following
along a spiritual Continuum.

719
00:37:18,300 --> 00:37:22,100
So from my perspective, I look
at morphic fields of reality so

720
00:37:22,100 --> 00:37:25,600
we can look at morphogenic,
resonance morphic fields are

721
00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:28,400
essentially every Consciousness
field.

722
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:31,500
So, So, everything that you look
at, when you're say scrolling

723
00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:35,000
through somebody's page, any
interaction that gives

724
00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:38,700
permission to you, to access
that field and permission back

725
00:37:38,700 --> 00:37:39,800
to.
We're going kind of into the

726
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,500
quantum communication morphic
field of resonant stuff.

727
00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:46,700
So when we start putting our
energy anywhere, where we

728
00:37:46,700 --> 00:37:50,400
sharing it, and what we
co-creating with, and what is

729
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:53,400
the intention and the
vibrational frequency, and what

730
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:55,800
is the agreement of being in
those spaces?

731
00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:59,600
So when we're talking like
metaverse, What is actually

732
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:04,000
going on in there and you know,
I'm somebody that can tap into

733
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:08,200
many different fields of reality
and every playground has a

734
00:38:08,207 --> 00:38:12,100
different rule set and has
different players and different

735
00:38:12,100 --> 00:38:15,100
game players and you don't
necessarily want to be in those

736
00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:18,300
places.
So it's kind of like from my

737
00:38:18,300 --> 00:38:21,000
perspective.
I see it in the same way whether

738
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:24,300
it is something we've created
through a computer and you know

739
00:38:24,300 --> 00:38:28,500
augmented reality or whether it
is another realm that we

740
00:38:28,700 --> 00:38:31,800
Connecting into they all have
this almost like if you could

741
00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:34,600
look at it as a playground who
players, what are the rules?

742
00:38:34,900 --> 00:38:38,700
Mmm, you know, and that's the
level of discernment in the same

743
00:38:38,700 --> 00:38:42,000
way that when I'm teaching
clients when they're kind of

744
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:45,100
going through finding their
intuition and maybe connecting

745
00:38:45,100 --> 00:38:48,300
with guides and and having
recognizing that everything's

746
00:38:48,300 --> 00:38:51,400
about a relationship when we're
looking into the Unseen Realms.

747
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:55,100
So it's about you need to have
energetic boundaries you do not

748
00:38:55,100 --> 00:38:58,600
just say yes to whatever being
or whatever space you're going.

749
00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:00,900
Two in the same way you should
do in the metaverse.

750
00:39:01,300 --> 00:39:04,500
You wouldn't just say yes to
some being and take guidance

751
00:39:04,500 --> 00:39:06,700
from it without knowing who it
is in the same way.

752
00:39:06,700 --> 00:39:09,400
You wouldn't walk up to someone
in the street and take Financial

753
00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:11,700
advice of it.
You get some people taking all

754
00:39:11,700 --> 00:39:14,200
their advice or Spirit guides
who have never had physical

755
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:16,600
incarnations.
So it's almost like, if we look

756
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:20,000
at Consciousness in that way,
the boundary is that we have in

757
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:23,100
the physical reality.
We also need to have in these

758
00:39:23,100 --> 00:39:26,300
spaces and energetic reality is
as well, because there is an

759
00:39:26,300 --> 00:39:29,300
energy exchange, there's an
energy Exchange John different

760
00:39:29,300 --> 00:39:32,400
dimensional planes of reality,
and there are energy exchanges

761
00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:34,300
going into some of these spaces
as well.

762
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,700
The why would not be using that
kind of thing?

763
00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:41,200
Because I'm very conscious of
where I'm sharing my energy.

764
00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:44,800
Mmm, so it's taking it to that
next level people talk about

765
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:48,800
energy boundaries, and we need
to consider like, where are we

766
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:52,400
going into energetically,
fascinating, and a separate

767
00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:55,400
note, because there are so many
people who are going through

768
00:39:55,400 --> 00:39:58,500
this spiritual change and
elevated consciousness.

769
00:39:59,100 --> 00:40:03,200
They're now having a hard time
with the 3D, they're having a

770
00:40:03,207 --> 00:40:05,500
hard time living in The Matrix
and they don't know what to make

771
00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,700
of it and they're getting a bit
overwhelmed because they're

772
00:40:07,700 --> 00:40:11,600
like, gosh, this is where I feel
like I need to be living, but

773
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:13,500
there are mandates in there are
rules and there were

774
00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:16,400
requirements and I got to make a
living and I got to work and and

775
00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:19,800
it's mostly Financial but it's
also relationships and such and

776
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:23,500
they're finding it hard to
integrate the to do.

777
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:25,800
You have any advice for those
people?

778
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:29,800
What think the the space by, you
know, Know that you are

779
00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:32,800
beginning to outgrow where
you've been so say you like

780
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,100
you've got the 925 and you know
that you've outgrown it

781
00:40:36,100 --> 00:40:39,200
energetically, you've outgrown
that timeline but there's maybe

782
00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:42,300
this Divine timing thing where
you're waiting to launch into

783
00:40:42,300 --> 00:40:43,900
the business or do whatever.
It is.

784
00:40:44,300 --> 00:40:49,700
Often that frustration actually
delays, everything and I tell my

785
00:40:49,700 --> 00:40:52,000
clients that.
Why don't you view this current

786
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:53,700
position?
This current job is your angel

787
00:40:53,700 --> 00:40:58,100
investor.
So this is money that you get to

788
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:03,400
It takes the pressure off you
having to go through your next

789
00:41:03,500 --> 00:41:06,900
evolution of money story
healing, which you do when you

790
00:41:06,900 --> 00:41:08,900
start to basically earn your own
money.

791
00:41:08,900 --> 00:41:12,000
And you're the one that needs to
generate that and you recognize

792
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:14,500
that your business is an
energetic entity and

793
00:41:14,500 --> 00:41:17,300
relationship to you.
So when you are out of whack and

794
00:41:17,300 --> 00:41:20,000
chaos and whatever else, it will
affect your money flow in your

795
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:23,600
business and other areas.
When you've got this stable, 925

796
00:41:23,700 --> 00:41:27,700
and the side hustle, you have a
bit of a buffer, this angel

797
00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:31,000
investor allows As you to save
money, put some money for

798
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:34,500
training, do whatever else it is
to stabilize this.

799
00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:38,500
So I kind of get people to see
it from that perspective because

800
00:41:38,500 --> 00:41:41,100
it gives you a level of safety
though.

801
00:41:41,100 --> 00:41:44,900
Inside you're like I just want
to jump actually the transition

802
00:41:44,900 --> 00:41:48,700
energetically, but also the
identity shift that you go

803
00:41:48,700 --> 00:41:51,600
through when you left like a big
industry for a long time.

804
00:41:51,900 --> 00:41:55,200
You know, I had a big change of
like well my god I've identified

805
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,500
so much with who I was because I
worked in finance, you know?

806
00:41:58,700 --> 00:42:03,300
Twenty years and that in itself
is a big thing on top of

807
00:42:03,300 --> 00:42:06,800
suddenly I've got to keep this
business going and there's

808
00:42:06,900 --> 00:42:08,700
recession.
There's a pandemic.

809
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:11,700
Everything needs to Pivot, you
know, constantly the grounds

810
00:42:11,700 --> 00:42:16,700
changing on these platforms.
So I personally would say, allow

811
00:42:16,700 --> 00:42:21,200
your business entity, give it a
chance to stabilize by using the

812
00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,500
angel investor.
So it's a change of mindset,

813
00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:27,300
it's a reframe.
It's also beginning to allow you

814
00:42:27,300 --> 00:42:30,100
to, although it's the
Frustrations a lot of the time

815
00:42:30,100 --> 00:42:33,800
with this 3D stuff that means we
actually attract more of it.

816
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:37,800
So the more that we are like
dealing with people and getting

817
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:41,800
annoyed with them, we lower our
vibration, and we Attract it.

818
00:42:42,300 --> 00:42:46,100
And, you know, I'm somebody that
kind of I like the flow.

819
00:42:46,100 --> 00:42:48,300
So when it's kind of
interrupted, because I may be on

820
00:42:48,300 --> 00:42:50,800
a call center phone and
somebody's just, you know,

821
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:54,700
whatever.
It's been a real test for me to

822
00:42:54,700 --> 00:42:58,900
get it to neutral because I know
energetically if I can keep Into

823
00:42:58,900 --> 00:43:02,600
neutral, this conversation this
whatever's playing out in the 3D

824
00:43:02,900 --> 00:43:07,200
is not worth bringing chaos in
because I've got annoyed with

825
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,100
whatever's going on.
And I mean, this is like this is

826
00:43:10,100 --> 00:43:14,300
part of our kind of lessons and
honing skills, but I know how

827
00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:18,500
powerful is to the degree that I
had a leak in my flat and

828
00:43:18,500 --> 00:43:20,900
suddenly I was, you know, you go
into the drama of how it's going

829
00:43:20,900 --> 00:43:24,200
to like affect your day.
And then, I thought stop because

830
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,700
I'm just creating chaos for
myself.

831
00:43:27,100 --> 00:43:31,600
So, I just stepped back.
And I quickly reset and I kind

832
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,900
of stepped away from it and
actually the leak stopped.

833
00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:37,500
And she even need to have
anything done to, it wasn't

834
00:43:37,500 --> 00:43:41,500
particularly bad and I just
allowed everything else to flow.

835
00:43:41,500 --> 00:43:45,100
And this is taken time because I
realized that I used to think I

836
00:43:45,100 --> 00:43:47,100
was getting all these negative
things happening to me and these

837
00:43:47,100 --> 00:43:50,700
things were talking me and they
were coming in like almost not

838
00:43:50,700 --> 00:43:54,900
I'm under attack but it's that
kind of belief system and it's

839
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:58,300
us creating it from our
frustration often.

840
00:43:58,700 --> 00:44:02,700
Hmm, where we want to be and
things not working, and it's

841
00:44:02,700 --> 00:44:06,400
recognizing that we create that,
but we also create what we want.

842
00:44:06,500 --> 00:44:08,700
And it's this two sides of the
same coin.

843
00:44:08,900 --> 00:44:11,600
Yeah, it's a part of
self-mastery and energetically.

844
00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:15,900
Resetting clearing my energy.
If I go into chaos has been key

845
00:44:15,900 --> 00:44:20,200
for me, you know, it's like
clear my energy rather than

846
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:24,900
react and create a momentum that
I don't want in whatever it is

847
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:29,000
and you know, often when we're
taking a big leap Beep, or the

848
00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:32,200
technical stuff comes in, you
get something, wonky happening,

849
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:36,700
and being able to be as neutral
as you can and allow it to drop

850
00:44:36,700 --> 00:44:40,000
away and often it will that has
been something.

851
00:44:40,100 --> 00:44:42,800
I'm going through a big leap at
the moment with things like, you

852
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:45,600
know, expanding into and I've
noticed really playing with

853
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,200
that.
And I noticed it back in 2017.

854
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:51,400
When I was creating that first
program, all the technical weird

855
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:53,400
stuff happening with the sound
and everything.

856
00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:56,100
I was recording.
And now it's like no I know

857
00:44:56,100 --> 00:44:58,400
what's going on here.
I need to really reset.

858
00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,900
Take a step back, and then it
blows again, so, knowing that

859
00:45:01,900 --> 00:45:05,200
rather than their, some big
decision, that's blocking you,

860
00:45:05,300 --> 00:45:08,400
it's the mindset thing of what
you're projecting, the expect

861
00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:10,300
that you've got this far.
And then I'm either going to

862
00:45:10,300 --> 00:45:12,100
fail or somebody's going to say
no.

863
00:45:12,100 --> 00:45:13,700
And so, there's something
outside of you.

864
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:16,300
Mmm.
But it's snowing, it's ours.

865
00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:19,400
Yeah, and that's where the power
of having a coach or working

866
00:45:19,400 --> 00:45:21,500
with someone, it's because
straight away.

867
00:45:21,500 --> 00:45:22,900
I'm like, here's your blind
spot.

868
00:45:22,900 --> 00:45:25,700
This is what you're doing.
This is really what's happening.

869
00:45:25,900 --> 00:45:28,800
And energetically you've
actually got a pattern and that

870
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:31,400
you're running because this is
what feels very familiar.

871
00:45:31,500 --> 00:45:34,500
It comes in from this
experience, the actually is your

872
00:45:34,500 --> 00:45:37,700
mum's and you learned it from
her and you've taken it on and

873
00:45:37,700 --> 00:45:39,700
that's why you operate.
So now, you got conscious

874
00:45:39,700 --> 00:45:42,900
awareness, let's clear the whole
line and that's kind of how I

875
00:45:42,900 --> 00:45:45,000
work.
So it allows me to be very, very

876
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:47,500
conscious in how an operating.
And, you know, obviously we're

877
00:45:47,500 --> 00:45:50,100
human and we have all these
things happening.

878
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:53,000
But one of the big pieces of
Guidance with everything that's

879
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:55,100
going on, at the moment, in the
world which seems actually

880
00:45:55,100 --> 00:45:58,400
Bonkers was that everything
divinely as where it needs to

881
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:03,200
be. 8 and the level of work that
people have done to shift their

882
00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:06,500
lower energies in the pain.
And the suffering that has meant

883
00:46:06,500 --> 00:46:08,600
that all of this Shadow that's
coming up.

884
00:46:08,700 --> 00:46:11,300
It actually releases more of it
in the collective Consciousness,

885
00:46:11,300 --> 00:46:15,400
meaning mainstream can see it.
And that's of the back of us

886
00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:18,100
doing so much of our own work.
It's now ready for the

887
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:21,500
mainstream to plow through it
and we start to make physical

888
00:46:21,500 --> 00:46:24,000
change.
So what might seem like where

889
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:27,800
else is, you know, another
volcano goes off actually.

890
00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:31,500
It's Announce that this stuff is
hidden until there is enough of

891
00:46:31,500 --> 00:46:34,900
it cleared and it comes surface.
So there's a lot of people doing

892
00:46:34,900 --> 00:46:38,500
stuff like gridwork land work,
individual ancestral, work,

893
00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:42,300
during the deeper stuff, this is
the kind of stuff I do with my

894
00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:45,800
communities as well and then you
start to see it will come up

895
00:46:45,800 --> 00:46:48,400
somewhere else, but when
mainstream has witness of it,

896
00:46:48,400 --> 00:46:51,500
they can make changes.
So know that there's, you know,

897
00:46:51,500 --> 00:46:55,500
it can be very easy to just be
like very discouraged by

898
00:46:55,500 --> 00:46:58,400
everything and I completely get
that I like our Humanity.

899
00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:01,900
It was that and we see other
people suffering and it's not by

900
00:47:01,900 --> 00:47:05,600
passing that, but it's knowing
that I described it as the

901
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:09,400
building has to come down before
the Newcastle can be built and

902
00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:11,300
the message that came through
the other day.

903
00:47:11,500 --> 00:47:14,900
Tothe the Egyptian god I was
channeling was that we're in

904
00:47:14,900 --> 00:47:17,800
demolition phase.
So it means we're in progress.

905
00:47:17,900 --> 00:47:19,800
It means they're in that process
of.

906
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:24,400
Okay, we need to now build so
it's trusting that and trusting

907
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:26,400
that we're in a cycle of that
happening.

908
00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:30,500
In all areas, that essentially,
Lee have been out of balance and

909
00:47:30,500 --> 00:47:33,300
I have to admit I despite
everything that's going on in

910
00:47:33,300 --> 00:47:35,800
the world it's a great time to
be alive.

911
00:47:35,900 --> 00:47:40,100
It is a really exciting time to
be able to witness at such a

912
00:47:40,100 --> 00:47:43,800
fast pace in this timeline.
All the changes that are going

913
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:46,900
on and so if we can just stop
for a moment and putting

914
00:47:46,900 --> 00:47:51,400
Calamity aside putting all of
the distress aside realize that

915
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:54,800
it is for a better tomorrow.
It is for the expansion of the

916
00:47:54,800 --> 00:47:56,600
universe.
It's for the good of the

917
00:47:56,600 --> 00:48:00,100
collective and we're here.
Or the betterment of all of

918
00:48:00,100 --> 00:48:04,100
that, we're here to witness it
and to do the work for ourselves

919
00:48:04,100 --> 00:48:07,300
and truly, the work starts with
ourselves because we have to

920
00:48:07,300 --> 00:48:10,900
being self-aware and identify
what we can about our true

921
00:48:10,900 --> 00:48:14,000
nature and our true purpose, and
our dharma's, and all of that.

922
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:16,800
And then from there realize the
ripple effect that we can have

923
00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:19,900
on others.
I think this also to let people

924
00:48:19,900 --> 00:48:22,100
know because a lot of people
have been typing healing for

925
00:48:22,100 --> 00:48:27,300
years and things changed and I
hear it all the time.

926
00:48:40,700 --> 00:48:44,900
It's not like, you know, you're
being haunted by your past but

927
00:48:44,900 --> 00:48:48,200
it just means that with every
upgrade like it.

928
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:49,600
So I find it really interesting
with people.

929
00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:51,800
So what the Quantum Leap?
Well, that means you need to be

930
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:56,100
ready to go fast and money,
likes to move fast to move in to

931
00:48:56,100 --> 00:48:58,400
support us, but often our
nervous system.

932
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:02,300
Gets frightened into fight or
flight by anything moving fast.

933
00:49:02,300 --> 00:49:04,500
So when we're in fight or
flight, we will pop and

934
00:49:04,500 --> 00:49:08,100
logistically what we want.
So there's this dichotomy of

935
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:10,600
everyone trying to manifest.
I want this that the other will

936
00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:14,000
you say yes to the University
of, I desire, this I want this,

937
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:17,100
you're going to have to make the
shift in the changes to get

938
00:49:17,100 --> 00:49:20,300
there quickly.
So there's an element of, if we

939
00:49:20,300 --> 00:49:23,400
know that we kind of have to go
through the clearing to then

940
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:27,100
expand to receive more, more
light, more frequency, more

941
00:49:27,100 --> 00:49:28,400
money, and more support,
everything.

942
00:49:28,500 --> 00:49:30,000
Thing.
And we know that that's part of

943
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:35,000
that cycle and we're initiating
it by the more demands we make

944
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:39,400
in the more desires, we have
wiggle castrating this momentum.

945
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:42,100
So we know that we're going to
have some clearing work to do.

946
00:49:42,100 --> 00:49:43,600
If we want to go to the next
level.

947
00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:47,500
We proactively there, we get to
ride the waves rather than them

948
00:49:47,500 --> 00:49:49,900
crashing hours.
And that's really been a big

949
00:49:49,900 --> 00:49:53,900
thing of what I teach and how
I've helped women the past few

950
00:49:53,900 --> 00:49:57,500
years because my soul has this
thing where it wants to bring

951
00:49:57,500 --> 00:49:59,700
through all of it.
Ask gifts and everything and

952
00:49:59,700 --> 00:50:01,800
that pretty much means I'm going
to line you up with some

953
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:05,000
experience.
Go into it, transform it, and

954
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:07,700
rebirth it.
So I'm kind of used to this,

955
00:50:07,700 --> 00:50:10,900
it's like a 40 day cycle,
usually at the moment but that

956
00:50:10,900 --> 00:50:14,400
kind of comes into past lives as
a high priestess and initiates

957
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:17,400
and the way that we used to
work, my soul is wanting to

958
00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:21,100
operate like that so I can lead
others that are wanting to go

959
00:50:21,300 --> 00:50:26,000
and accelerated Pace as well but
not everybody likes to go fast.

960
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:31,200
It's a bit like Whoa, where am I
going?

961
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,200
Yeah.
They used to like in is like

962
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:36,100
driving in a race car fast up
against the wall on the left

963
00:50:36,100 --> 00:50:40,200
lane you know, you got to be
prepared for it.

964
00:50:42,500 --> 00:50:45,600
Well alerts on our conversation
was fascinating.

965
00:50:45,600 --> 00:50:48,700
Thank you so much for being on
the role models podcast today

966
00:50:48,700 --> 00:50:51,700
and we will put all of your
information in the show notes

967
00:50:51,700 --> 00:50:53,800
below.
I encourage everybody to look up

968
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,000
a lurid on and get to know her
work.

969
00:50:56,000 --> 00:50:58,100
Thank you very much, thank you
for having day.